Sunday morning and a couple hours ago I woke up, now it's just on 7am... that' right people it is early Sunday morning and I am awake and I don't know why that is.I know that at this time of day things there is almost nobody awake or around and things are quiet, unless you count the stupid birds doing all that early morning noise stuff.
It's totally crazy because I'm tired but I'm not tired, I'm in bed but I don't wanna be in bed, but I also don't wanna get up and do stuff this early as it will make for a very long and more tiring Sunday which I need to use to relax so that I can go to work Monday feeling better and stuff like that. I'm so muddled at the moment and I feel like I have so many things tugging me in so many different directions at the moment.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Pain and suffering
The last few weeks have been somewhat draining with work and I thought it was time to do a small run down of each of my aches and pains since today I played cricket and didn't have too fun a day. I have sore feet and ankles from working on hard hot concrete floors all day long, the lack of impact insulation has really left my feet aching.
I've got tight muscles in my back and shoulders from working extra hard and long hours. To be honest I think the sorest part of those is my right shoulder. This was exacerbated by also doing ground and pitch preparations for cricket, the Roller for the pitch isn't engineered right and it is too heavy so if it slows down too much you have a tougher time moving it or getting it moving again. Having to move and push that hulk only added to the sore back n shoulder by adding in more tight muscles around those that were already sore. Add to that now a stiff neck from the shoulder and the lower back muscles being sore now too.
Last weekend I reinjured 3 of my fingers on my right hand, these I had hurt a week and a half before when I got hit by a cricket ball in a defensive reflex action. It was a cricket ball that reinjured them during a match this time, and since then each of those fingers have been painful and I can't close my hand properly either so that makes work also painful too. A couple times today I again hit these fingers and can see bruising around a couple of the knuckles today too, so another ouch.
I was wicketkeeping, which is a bit like being a catcher in baseball without all the protective gear, and I got hit by a ball that rose sharply. It was too quick a rise for my hands to meet it and got past my gloves and crashed into my collar bone with a very loud sharp thud. A close fieldsman said he heard how hard it hit said I know that one hurt bad but I didn't go off, I continued on still hurting but never quiting.
Of course earlier in the day I had batted before taking the field, this was also difficult because my hand was aching so it meant that I lacked some control and a little bit of the essential concentration to play good shots, it was because of this that I got hit 4 times, once in the lower stomach, once in the left thigh and twice in the right thigh, with 2 on my right thigh being right next to each other making a laying down 8 ( the infinity symbol)
At this rate I will probably need somebody to knock me out so that I will be able to sleep soundly tonight.
I've got tight muscles in my back and shoulders from working extra hard and long hours. To be honest I think the sorest part of those is my right shoulder. This was exacerbated by also doing ground and pitch preparations for cricket, the Roller for the pitch isn't engineered right and it is too heavy so if it slows down too much you have a tougher time moving it or getting it moving again. Having to move and push that hulk only added to the sore back n shoulder by adding in more tight muscles around those that were already sore. Add to that now a stiff neck from the shoulder and the lower back muscles being sore now too.
Last weekend I reinjured 3 of my fingers on my right hand, these I had hurt a week and a half before when I got hit by a cricket ball in a defensive reflex action. It was a cricket ball that reinjured them during a match this time, and since then each of those fingers have been painful and I can't close my hand properly either so that makes work also painful too. A couple times today I again hit these fingers and can see bruising around a couple of the knuckles today too, so another ouch.
I was wicketkeeping, which is a bit like being a catcher in baseball without all the protective gear, and I got hit by a ball that rose sharply. It was too quick a rise for my hands to meet it and got past my gloves and crashed into my collar bone with a very loud sharp thud. A close fieldsman said he heard how hard it hit said I know that one hurt bad but I didn't go off, I continued on still hurting but never quiting.
Of course earlier in the day I had batted before taking the field, this was also difficult because my hand was aching so it meant that I lacked some control and a little bit of the essential concentration to play good shots, it was because of this that I got hit 4 times, once in the lower stomach, once in the left thigh and twice in the right thigh, with 2 on my right thigh being right next to each other making a laying down 8 ( the infinity symbol)
At this rate I will probably need somebody to knock me out so that I will be able to sleep soundly tonight.
Friday, November 6, 2009
yay I am happy
I'm being CAREFUL because sometimes we do sometimes come across IGNORANCE, normally this is when someboy is PLAYING GOD.
I know it strange but our lives can be likened to building a house, each day, week, month etc could be a single brick in this house and it gets built one BRICK BY BORING BRICK at a time. If bad things in our life could be shut out by throwing a switch we would TURN IT OFF.
Sometimes we find love and other times it finds us, THE ONLY EXCEPTION is when it is found simultaneously between two people. Sometimes we find someone only to find another person who we feel is better and we end up FEELING SORRY and LOOKING UP to WHERE THE LINES OVERLAP in relationships because they get blurred when friends can be more than we want them to be.
Even now we can be harrassed by the MISGUIDED GHOSTS of our past which try to illuminate our present and ALL I WANTED was to DECODE the message that they have brought thru in my dreams.
(Have a look at the CAPITALS - they will help you see better.... since they have given you BRAND NEW EYES.... LOL)
I know it strange but our lives can be likened to building a house, each day, week, month etc could be a single brick in this house and it gets built one BRICK BY BORING BRICK at a time. If bad things in our life could be shut out by throwing a switch we would TURN IT OFF.
Sometimes we find love and other times it finds us, THE ONLY EXCEPTION is when it is found simultaneously between two people. Sometimes we find someone only to find another person who we feel is better and we end up FEELING SORRY and LOOKING UP to WHERE THE LINES OVERLAP in relationships because they get blurred when friends can be more than we want them to be.
Even now we can be harrassed by the MISGUIDED GHOSTS of our past which try to illuminate our present and ALL I WANTED was to DECODE the message that they have brought thru in my dreams.
(Have a look at the CAPITALS - they will help you see better.... since they have given you BRAND NEW EYES.... LOL)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Pretty relaxed
I dunno if it was the company of friends, the good meal or he few beers I had at the local pub... but I feel pretty good and really relaxed at this time. I'm now just laying back in bed and have just noticed that it's just ticked past 10:30pm which means I should be sleeping since I've gotta be up at 5am to get myself ready for work which I start at 6:30am.
I listened to a few songs on the radio, did some work and had cricket training and the only thing that I really wanted today I didn't get but tht's ok as I could get it tomorrow or Saturday, I'm still being optimistic about it but I won't hold my breath.
I listened to a few songs on the radio, did some work and had cricket training and the only thing that I really wanted today I didn't get but tht's ok as I could get it tomorrow or Saturday, I'm still being optimistic about it but I won't hold my breath.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
PDG
Well today I started it by waking up at 4am, to be honest I have no idea why I was up that early so I tried to get back to sleep and had one of those sort of half sleep things, kinda like a power nap. I got up at 5a, when my alarm was beeping at me, had my shower and got myself set for the day ahead. It was like every other day but it was a better day than normal because I felt PDG (Pretty Damn Good).
I had breakfast, went to work and had a coffee to help kickstart my day because I was feeling a little flat and needed something to kick me into gear. I started working and got items ready to make the custom orders that I usually do each day... normally it is pretty boring stuff and today was no different, in fact the only difference was the sounds coming from the radio.
I worked, had my morning break and worked again before having lunch. I had myself some lovely yummy beef noodles and some fruit juice before craving a chocolate bar so I went to the machine and got a Peppermint Aero - oh it was just what they needed. Of course I would have preferred a Crunchie, they are so darn yummy. I finished lunch went back to work and worked until the siren sounded to end the days work.
I came home and relaxed listening to some music, Bullet for my Valentine, Disturbed and a few other bands just to relax and wind down... just like I used to every day for so long, so long ago. It is great to be back into old habits and back into the swing of things.
I had breakfast, went to work and had a coffee to help kickstart my day because I was feeling a little flat and needed something to kick me into gear. I started working and got items ready to make the custom orders that I usually do each day... normally it is pretty boring stuff and today was no different, in fact the only difference was the sounds coming from the radio.
I worked, had my morning break and worked again before having lunch. I had myself some lovely yummy beef noodles and some fruit juice before craving a chocolate bar so I went to the machine and got a Peppermint Aero - oh it was just what they needed. Of course I would have preferred a Crunchie, they are so darn yummy. I finished lunch went back to work and worked until the siren sounded to end the days work.
I came home and relaxed listening to some music, Bullet for my Valentine, Disturbed and a few other bands just to relax and wind down... just like I used to every day for so long, so long ago. It is great to be back into old habits and back into the swing of things.
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